“Truth be told, I hate myself.”

"Everyone at my workplace thinks I'm a princess who grew up with a silver spoon in her mouth. They think that everyone who has money is happy, and that I must be happy because I run my father's factory, but you know that's not true, right?

Money never made me happy, not even the psychological treatments I had been in for years... I was just takling about myself, my past and my relationship with my mother and I didn't get tools for coping in life. "

” I spent lots of money on a psychologist who didn’t really help me get results… “

Cindy was initially skeptical because she believed that if the psychological treatment did not work for her, how would she get anywhere by participating in my treatments?

Cindy was mostly struggling with being overweight and neglecting herself externally as a result.

She couldn’t find a suitable partner and every failed date caused her to gain more and more weight.

She was unable to stick to long-term weight loss plans and “punished” herself by neglecting everything about the way she looks.

“People tell me: you’re amazing… You’re great… You’re smart… But I know that they’re trying to get me to like them because my father is rich.

How am I so amazing and smart if I can’t find anyone that actually wants to be my partner?

I was already willing to compromise on a partner, and even those I compromised on didn’t hold the relationship with me for long…

Ayla, I’m tired of this life… Do you know how many times I prayed to just die? I just payed not to wake up in the morning. What is there for me here? Another day of work that I don’t enjoy, and that I do only because it’s a family business? To go through all the dating sites and be disappointed over and over again? To find out I’ve gained another five pounds a week?”

Cindy’s words pierced my heart. At the beginning of my career, I was also working terrible jobs in the area where I live. I found myself, newly married, working in jobs that left me no room to breathe…

It felt horrible!

And the excess weight has always been a complex issue I’ve dealt with in the past… I reached a record weight of 264 pounds due to the sorrow of wasting time in workplaces where my soul was completely lost.

I told Cindy about the huge change I had undergone, about the turnaround that led me to embark on academic studies, and the long way I had taken to become a mentor, a director of a school for personal coaching professions, and an owner of a website offering recovery from autoimmune diseases.

It is true that many believe that the patient should not be exposed to the personal life of the therapist, but I know that my successes in life, which I accomplished with blood and sweat, can help others be inspired.

If I succeeded, then my patients, who feel my guidance and support, can too create a new reality and succeed, sometimes even against all odds.

And so did Cindy. She began listening to my meditations for releasing stress and anxiety. She enrolled in a walking group. She lost a lot of weight, and signed herself up to work with a stylist who fitted her with spectacular clothes that greatly complimented her new, fresh figure.

Today, Cindy is a new person.

I am so excited, as she is, about her new image of herself. She decided to take care of herself and she felt great.

Cindy quit her job at her father’s factory and is now studying jewelry design, which is an old dream of hers.

As for a partner, she decided to discover herself before she began her renewed search for a partner.

After the meditation to eliminate stress and anxiety worked so well for Cindy and many other people, I decided to make this meditation available to anyone who wants to heal the pain in their heart. This meditation is now on the website.

Listen to the shortened version of the meditation here and if it speaks to you, you will be able to purchase the full version.

I am very grateful to Cindy for allowing me to tell her story.
 

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